I will never feel comfortable in my own skin, I will never feel safe with who I’m with. I just want to be alone, away from everything that brings me down daily in my life. I know it’s supposed to be much easier to just be happy, I’m sick of that being ruined I’m sick of worrying, I’m sick of liars and fakes. I miss my family when they were civilized human beings, and when life was simple. I just need to move on and move forward, things won’t ever be the same, but they will get better.